Happy February 1st, y’all! I am working on re-vamping this site. I’ve trailed off for a bit, but I am working on getting back into posting all of my #SLDMChallenge updates and all of my efforts to simplify my possessions/my life in general. It has been a crazy year already, and we’re only into month #2! 2019 is going to be awesome, I can feel it!
I am working on refocusing on the QUALITY of my life/the things in my life, rather than the quantity. It is a process and my motivation to do so has seemed to come in waves. If you scroll down on the blog page a bit, you’ll notice that, right after a HUGE break-up in July, I started cleaning out my closet pretty much once a month. I am not sure what I was trying to accomplish with that, but whatever the goal was then, I seem to have lost sight of it. I am trying to understand what created that urge in the first place, but also why the urge to simplify has seemed to vacate since.
I feel like I was trying to let go of all of the “negative” things in my life, which would makes sense; trying to start fresh, etc. Though I have begun to work through that whole situation in a much more positive way, my efforts have also begun to bring some personal questions to light. For example: What is truly important to me? Why do I impulsively do things when I am upset? How have I changed since July? Have I actually begun to truly rediscover myself? — Loaded questions, for sure & only time will tell with all of that.
Thus far though, I have learned that some of the personal goals I am looking to pursue include acquiring better quality clothing, getting into the habit of buying/eating better quality food and traveling to more places. Additionally, I have learned that I am FINALLY in the field that I want to be in and that is a part of my life that I was missing out on for a long time.
Long story longer, 2019 is the year that I am going to begin truly pursuing the things that I want to accomplish. To clarify, I am not saying that I am not accomplished at this point in my life, what I am saying is that I have accomplished a lot of things that do not hold any weight for me, realistically. It is really interesting to reflect and recognize how vastly different my current goals are, from my goals 5 years ago. I have a lot of work left to do, but I am excited to “get to gettin’,” if you will.